Invisible

You don't see me for who I am,
acting as if you don't give a damn.
Don't you see the pain I feel inside?
Wishing all this torment could subside.
My mind and heart in a constant debate.
Wanting to pull away and be able to hate.
However, my heart and soul will long for the fire,
hard to not give in to my greatest desire.
Shown you all things I would be able to compromise,
slap in the face with doubts with a need to analyze.
All I ever wanted was you to be with me.
You didn't make up your mind and didn't let it be.
After all the years, leaving me is all you do.
I feel as if I don't matter, I'm so invisible to you.